I’m probably a bad friend

So as much as I love my friend, she drives me insane. We catch the bus together every fortnight to and from school, and we have lessons together. I don’t mind being around her, it’s just the fact that she talks so much. She always tried to talk to me

I’m lessons but I ignore her, even though I can hear her loud and clear (with earphones in).

Before she caught the bus with me, it was peaceful and I actually enjoyed it. Now I dread catching the bus, instead of catching the bus with her after school, I makeup excuses to go into the city and catch the train home instead, (we live like 5 minutes away from each other). I feel terrible but I’m not used to people talking so much around me. I’m a quiet person, I don’t like violence and much noise.

She always talks about people she doesn’t like, and what she would do if they were to provoke her, she says she doesn’t care what they think of her. I always think if you don’t care what they think of you, then why do you talk about them. It just frustrates me so much. I’ve said something similar to her face but just not as harsh. She has a tendency of finding your darkest secret and exposing you. She’s blackmailed her manager, she fat shames a girl she doesn’t like. Which is completely wrong and unacceptable. She drives me crazy and makes me regret asking her to catch public transport instead of the school bus like she used to.

Any tips? I need help, when she doesn’t catch the bus with me, I’m so happy. I sound like a bad friend but I just needed to rant.

Thanks for listening. 😘😘❤️