Think I made a mistake

So my boyfriend and I have been together 6 months. Pretty serious fairly early on. We are in our 30s and have experienced so much together during this short time together. So he stated acting odd about a month ago. I started thinking he was bipolar.

He finally opened up New Years while we were in Nashville together for a getaway. He only opened up because I flipped one evening and left him inside the hotel for a few hours. He told me but not everything.

So this past weekend we were in rosemary beach for his friends wedding weekend. He was being crazy and I told him I can’t take it anymore. He said he was off of his meds. He is bipolar in a nut shell. Long story but he hasn’t had all of his meds bc of insurance and state residency changes. So he has apt in a few weeks.

He doesn’t drink alcohol which I love. He’s sober for 5 years.

He’s met my kids and they love him.

I can’t handle this right now. Too much stress and feels like a roller coaster.

Typically during the weeks we don’t see each other but talk daily.

After last weekend I was thinking that I need a break. I dislike that phrase but I really do.

So I texted him. I said

We should take a break and check back whenever you get dr and meds.

Thoughts?