Just needed to vent

Samantha

Hey ladies i just wanted to come on here and just vent. So me and my husband live in Texas. I Was born and raised in Michigan and just moved here just 3 months ago, starting over leaving my friends and family behind to really start my life with my husband. I also have an almost 2 year old son. Now my husband is not the bio father, he is not in the picture. But my husband loves my son more than anything and vice versus. They have an amazing relationship and it makes me so happy. Me and my husband have an amazing relationship, he is my best friend. Well for the month of January we were separated (he is in the army) so when he got back i just had a weird feeling, so honestly i did look through his phone. I seen that he messaged a girl something along the lines of “no one can compete with you” honestly i seen it and just looked away bc i was so hurt. I just feel like everything is a lie and a joke. I did talk to him about it and he said “she’s a model” but i don’t know if i believe that. He apologized for hours and even this morning brought me home flowers and chocolate and balloons. I just have a hard time with things like this from my past relationship. I don’t know if I’m overreacting or not all i know is I’m just so hurt. I never thought I’d have to feel like this again. 😔