Update kinda

I haven’t posted in a really long time, not since I found out I was pregnant. I’m five months now, in three days I get to see if my little baby is a boy or girl (so excited). It’s been an extremely hard five months. I understand that it’s not all the time you see young moms, but it’s not like it isn’t common. Yes I made a mistake, and nobody is perfect. I just get so self conscious about my body and all the stares and little whispers I hear when I go places. It makes me not even want to go out, does anyone have any advise? Besides the typical saying just don’t let it bother you.