Just one time

So I met this guy online and we have been talking...needless to say he came over and we hooked up...no condom I’m not on birth control bc of a blood clotting disorder, but he pulled out. I really don’t think that I’m pregnant but is it wrong for me to kind of be hopeful that I am?

We aren’t together and don’t plan to be and honestly it doesn’t have anything to do with him.

I had a miscarriage when I was 16 and since then I’ve always wanted to have a baby.

This was the first time in almost 6 years I slept with a guy and honestly the changes are really low which makes me sad is that wrong? Should i feel guilty? Bc part of my does but part of me is hopeful I am having a baby....

Rant over sorry had to get that off my chest