Feeling sad

I’m a mother of one and I lost a lot this year. I lost friend I known since high school just because I got a kid we don’t hang out no more . I’m not in college right now cause I’m a full time mother. Like every every time I see my ex friend with her new new ones I just feel alone like I don’t got nobody to talk to. I’m also worried about my future and if I’m gonna fail or not. Being a full time mom is hard. I just feel down that I can’t just as much as I use to no more. And having no friends to hang with or people having people to talk just have me upset. All I wanna do is provide for my son but it’s hard also. Just a lot going on with me......