Sad sad bills

I just need to rent I am seriously sick to my stomach. I am so tired of paying bills I just received an extra $1,100 and it's already gone before I blink. I just can't do this anymore I just feel like I'm losing everything because I never have any money to put in the gas tank to take care of anything else because as soon as I get it it's gone. Take care of so f****** expensive and I just can't do it anymore. I'm in school and I work and it just never seems to be enough I'm seriously just wanting to end all of this I just want to quit school I just want to quit work so I can just stay home and take care of my daughter and not have to worry about anything. But I have to worry right because I still have to keep a roof over my head. This is just so hard I'm just so sick of being so poor. Sorry if there's any errors in this post I am doing talk-to-text