Is it worth it? Should I text him?

So I’ve know my friend for 4 years! We’re known to talk on and off again. We were close but then we ended up getting into a big fight and blocked each other. After a couple of months we apologized to each other and tried catching up but it died again.

At one point when we’re talking constantly. I had the biggest crush on him. (But now I don’t and I have a boyfriend.) But I still consider him to be a close friend and I want to check up on him every now and again. But I don’t think he cares about me as much as I do.

He struggled with depression and I was always by his side to help him get through it and so he didn’t hurt himself in anyway. But we were at the same point in our lives. We relied on each other but that’s when I ended up developing one sided feelings. After I confessed things got awkward and our friendship slowly died.

Now the only thing we do is send snaps to each other but it’s mostly him just opening my snaps.

I just want to know how he’s doing. What’s going on in his life. Because I still care about him. Like he was one of my brothers..

But is it worth it?