My whole world just came crumbling down

Dakota

Well ladies my husband and I have been TTC for the last 4 months and tomorrow was my test day. I was absolutely over the moon because my period is a week and a half late. But yesterday I started having SEVERE cramps out of nowhere. I took midol and some tylenol and ended up taking a nap. When i woke up I was still cramping so I hopped in the bath. I soaked for about an hour and no relief. I got out and started getting dressed when I suddenly felt a huge glob start coming out. So to the toilet i ran. I thought it was just a normal period blood clot and flushed it then I realized that the entire bathroom was covered in blood I looked down and it was running down my legs like somebody got an artery. I immediately knew what happened. I had a miscarriage. This isn't my first either. This will be my third miscarriage. So after the initial shock i called my husband who was at work and told him to find home. He came home and i was in a puddle on the bathroom floor crying histarically. He grabbed towels and helped me into the shower and cleaned up then for me all cleaned up and we went to the hospital. Not even 45 minutes of being there i had seen 6 different doctors and 4 specialists. I lost my baby. I didn't even get to find out i was pregnant and I had lost my precious baby. This is my husbands first miscarriage and he handled it so well even though he was crying just as much as i was. The last 2 miscarriages i had i was alone and nobody cared. Its different having him by my side but i couldn't ask for anyone else. I'm sorry for this being long but i just need to let it out