my heart is shattered ((TMI))

I didn’t even think i could get pregnant. i didn’t even know i was pregnant until they told me i’m 7 weeks and in the process of a miscarriage. but today i felt good. i got out of bed, i showered, and i shaved (which i never do). the second i went to dry myself off i got blood everywhere. it looked like a murder scene, and i’m so angry at my body. i’m so angry my body is made to do one thing a male cannot. and it can’t even do that... i’m dying inside and i can’t comprehend it. my heart is just shattered.