I dont go clubbing

But loads of people do, they dance have fun drink and make out with random people. I feel like am I missing out? My ex used to say he got sick of the nightclub scene because it's too much drama and hated the people who'd start fights in the city he lived. It just sort of hurts that he can now go out and kiss any girl he wants in a nightclub but because I'm not the nightclubbing type of girl I'm stuck at home on a Saturday night. I've started working full time and I study a degree part time so even if I was the nightclub type I have no time anymore😂 but it makes me sad imagining him with all these gorgeous girls and picking anyone he wants and taking them home (even tho he used to say he wasn't a one night stand kinda guy, I know that if anyone was offered a night of no strings attached sex with someone hot they wouldn't turn it down let's face it). I know how silly it sounds but sometimes your mind just wonders when you're trying to get to sleep and when the breakup is still raw it just makes my mind go into overdrive 😪