Just exhausted

Tonight for some reason I feel so exhausted, which is definitely normal for me but I feel defeated as well. No idea why but it feels like it’s dragging me down tonight. Last night, I had a bad dream so I woke up around 2am and woke my boyfriend, who fell asleep on the couch at 230ish cuz I couldn’t manage to gather myself from anxiety. He laid right with me and it felt like he just wasn’t close enough. I’m just ready for this little guy to be born! 😔