so i started dating this guy 6 years ago. i fell so deep in love with him. 4 years into our relationship i gave birth to our sweet baby boy, Mason

17 months now. but 2w postpartum, he proposes to me on my birthday. we were so happy. then 6 months later, i’m pregnant again with our second little boy, Aiden

he’s only 2 months. well about a month or so ago my fiancé starts texting his female coworker. i didn’t mind. then last week he started deleting their messages altogether, so i called him out on it. then he says “i can’t do this anymore. we’re done” and i’m so heartbroken 😭 this past week we’ve been talking. he’s been staying at his friends house for a couple of days so last night was his first night home. something was telling me to go through his phone so i did. what was the first thing i seen? him texting that coworker. so i open the messages. this is what i had seen:

him: “i love you 😍”

her: “awww i love you too”

him: “i wanna have a future with you”

her: “get rid of her”

him: “i will. it’ll be done soon”

him: “you’re so beautiful and sexy”

her: “i want your dick inside of me”

i am crying y’all. i woke him up and told him to pack his shit (we stay with his mama). then threw his phone at him. he jumped up all confused. he followed me to the bathroom and i’m shouting “gtf away from me” over and over. he doesn’t and he’s trying to open the door, but i’m crying and squishing his fingers between the door. i told his mom and she said “yeah it sucks but you don’t know if he even kissed her. you need to calm down”. i called my mom to come get me and the boys. oh and MY MOM brought him a car for us, so y’all best believe i took the keys. oh AND his income tax money is coming to me tonight.

but the worst part of it all was when i asked him if they kissed. he said “i don’t think i love her, but yes we did kiss and that was all”. then why tf is she talking about having your dick in her??!

i’m just so hurt that he could do this to me and our BABIES!!!

please tell me this gets better 😭