So much anxiety

I'm 36w4d and I'm starting to be consumed with anxiety. It's my third and I've experienced this with all. I'm so worried that since I'm so close to labor that something is gonna go wrong like a still birth or something. I've had two healthy kids, why do I deserve a third? I freak out about movement every day. Is baby moving enough? Is baby having too many hiccups and is it a cord issue? How many hiccups is too much? Did baby turn and is now breech? Currently sitting here continually trying to get baby to move. I dont have a small belly by any means but I sit here sometimes and dont even feel pregnant so it makes me feel empty and anxious. I'm so ready to have baby...so that I can just worry about feeding and SIDS. 🙄 it never ends.