Today we fixed all the things in the house that has been undone for a long while.🏚🏡 I'm ready to deep deep clean & get the whole house in order collectively. Ready to detail my car. Ready to nestel in & tie up any loose ends. 30 days. Seriously my little guy will be here before I know it. It is starting to sink in but honestly it's still so very surreal. I only wish my 3.5 year old was not having such a hard time right now with defiance 🙄. We have entered the "why" stage HARD yall. And the opposite stage. If I say it's black he says white 🤦‍♀️. But soon... and all the cramping, Braxton hicks, discomfort etc. is a daily reminder... this babe is gonna be making his exit. Trying to process...