I’m currently 8+5 with my first pregnancy and I just can’t keep myself from worrying so much. It’s like I want to be excited but I can’t shake this terrifying feeling that something is wrong. I found out at 5 weeks after going to the ER because I was feeling lightheaded. They then did and transvaginal & regular ultrasound & I learned I have cyst on my ovaries & also a subchorionic hemmorage. I met my midwife yesterday and she couldn’t find the heartbeat with the Doppler so , that has me worried even more. I go Thursday for another ultrasound and I hope all is well so it can finally feel real and I can relax 😔