Cholestasis :(

Last week I was diagnosed with cholestasis st 36 weeks. I have been taking the prescribed medicine since Saturday. I was diagnosed on Friday afternoon. They decided to up my dose because I am still itching. I was supposed to hear about an induction date yesterday afternoon but I am still waiting. I did actually call again this morning because I feel absolutely miserable between the itching and the being so tired I feel like I can't function. I can't sleep at night because I itch and then I am so tired the next day I have a hard time staying awake at work. I obviously want my baby to be healthy but I want to quit itching and feel like myself again. Every day when I wake up I just tell myself today is going to be the day I stop itching but it hasn't happened yet. I just really needed to get this off my chest because it's making me feel kinda blah. It's also starting to affect my mood because I haven't been sleeping.