this idea of losing my husband on this deployment is ridiculous. people experience being separated from this and i’m just not grasping the acceptance of him being so far away and not here with me for our little baby growing.. i’m 13 weeks today and i just miss him so much.. i don’t know how to cope. we’ve been separated this whole year already being dual military but this is hitting a little different to me and i’m sorry i just need to vent because i don’t have a support system here in this state.. needing some positive vibes.