I’m sad & emotional. Getting this off my chest

I might be taking everything to heart cuz I just started my period and everything little thing makes me wanna cry... but ... My boyfriend & I have been juggling life things right now. His family is moving to Florida in 4-5 months.... he wants me to go with but i said no .. I’m not leaving my grandparents. But if he goes, and i don’t. We won’t be able to work out. :( my head hurts.. before getting this news I was in such a happy state of mind. Nothing bothered me , I was just happy. Life was great. Now it’s looking like I’m going to be loosing my best friend :( . He’s the one thing that has gotten me back on my feet from where I was over a year ago ... before meeting him I was suicidal and very unhappy. I was a partier , I drank all the time, I was at a party every night. Having sex all the time. I just ... fml . Yes I know I’m only 20 and have the rest of the fish in the sea. But he’s my best friend. He knows me. And I know him. I just can’t loose another great thing in my life right now. 😣 all I ask is god PLEASE ! Help me, don’t let me look my best friend / boyfriend ... he is my future, my light. My everything. God please let this work out. Please .