Just want to cry

My sister in law is pregnant and we just found out her baby is going to have to go through withdraws when hes born(due to the drs having her take pain meds for kidnes stones)

My coworker did 1 round of IVI and is pregnant-she goes out and partys every damn night.

I swear everone around me is getting pregnant and either they go out and party everynight or they didnt even want a baby.

And another coworker found out shes pregnant this morning. And she cant even show up to work on time. How the fuck is she gonna keep her job and provide for that baby.

I've Been trying since october. I know many of you have tried longer. My husband and I have to take a 2month break from trying because I dont think i can handle to birthdays in january and december is full of events in my family so i wouldnt have the time to spend with a baby or to spend time with family. So we will be trying again the end of april(i should ovulate around may 3rd) but I just want my son to have a sibling to be able to play with and love on.