I just need to let my feelings out

I have this feeling. In my stomach it pains me to see that you’re not here. I see your face on a screen but I know that you still aren’t here. You’re so dear to me and so beautiful I can’t let you go. You say “I’ll be forever yours” but is that just for show. I’ve been having these feelings since the day I met you, and I meant that I love you. You say you love me, and I know that. But 1,000 miles apart won’t do us good, so why am I still with you? I fall asleep every night waiting for a text. A text that says goodnight baby I love you too. And it almost makes me cry. Almost isn’t good enough i really do cry. And so it goes for one more year and maybe You’ll still be there. I know I’ll still be waiting here just for one more kiss.

I’m sorry about the grammar I was typing really fast. I just need to let this out somehow