If I am not able to go into labor naturally, it’s okay. I am no less of a woman or mom for it. I’ve been stressing myself out with the idea that labor isn’t going to come naturally and looking at the side effects of everything from induction (pitocin, etc) to an emergency c-section, that I am scared senseless. In reality, I’ve been dreaming, hoping and praying for a natural birth, but realistically I need to be prepared myself for however I am meant to deliver this baby. Ugh I hate my nerves and anxiety and how bad it’s gotten ever since my due date approaches closer & closer!!