Self confidence hit

I am 10+1 with my first. My husband was great and booked us a hotel this weekend for 3 nights to help me recoup from long weeks at work and hormones making me stir crazy so that i can sit by the pool and swim all weekend. My biggest problem right now is my own self esteem and my own confidence in my body that i dont know how to handle. I feel like since i am only 10 weeks i am far from the glowing, clear skin (my acne has easily quadrupled since becoming pregnant), and everything i see in the mirror is just bloat and extra weight that i will never see turn into a beautiful bump. I have tried to remind myself that this body is what is giving me the greatest gift of my life, but trying on bathing suits since nothing fits from last summer makes things difficult.

Any suggestions on how to get out of this mental rut are greatly appreciated...