First Sex Toy!!

So... I’m 17 years old, and after having a conversation with my mom, I’m getting my very first toy!! (Before you say something about me talking to my mom about it... I’ve always been extremely open with her about that stuff and I’d rather have her know about it than accidentally find it in my room!!)

I’m nervous and excited, but I don’t know if I should tell my partner about it? He’s off at college 2 hrs away and I know he used to joke about me getting one, but would quickly get kinda shy about it and I think he thinks he’s not enough to pleasure me. I feel bad, but a girls gotta take care of herself!! I miss him like crazy, and it’s so hard for me to get off without him, so I’m hoping that this will relax me a bit 😆