Don’t know ...

I wanted to have a baby so badly.. and now I’m finally pregnant after 8-9 months. I don’t feel happy about it.. I feel like I made the wrong choice. And people in my family and my

Boyfriends family... they don’t have to

Say anything to me for me to know that they don’t agree and that I made the wrong choice. I don’t feel anything when I see my ultrasound pictures, hear the heart beat, look at the baby clothes in my closet.. nothing. I just feel sad and angry. I don’t know what to do... I’m basically feeling like a single mom too because I’m going to be taking care of a baby all day by myself.. and all night by myself too... how am I suppose to do it by myself even though I’m not alone?... what do I do?... how can I even feel this way when I wanted this so badly I would cry every time my period came. What kind of mom doesn’t feel a single thing towards there child..?