I really thought it would work this time. 😞

I have a 20 month old daughter, and have had two early miscarriages since July. With my daughter I got pregnant the first month and had an easy pregnancy, and now I can’t seem to make this work.

I got vvvfl Monday. Every day it got a little darker. Yesterday, my digital showed positive. My husband was coming home in a few hours and I was so excited to surprise him with that, I got our 20 month old dressed up in her “best sister” outfit that I bought a few months ago. (In a size up, knowing it could take a while.)

Right after I took a photo of her in the outfit I started bleeding. It’s been very similar to a period (my periods aren’t heavy.) but I went in for bloodwork, and will go again on Monday to confirm that this has failed.

Yesterday’s photo:

I really thought this was going to work. 😭😭😭

I know that this one happened sooo early but I feel so beat and heartbroken. I’m taking this one pretty hard.

If you look at the positive side though, my doctor said they’d look into things if it happened again. So hopefully that means I have a problem that can be fixed. I just don’t understand how things were so easy with my daughter and such a struggle now. Maybe she’ll just be my one and only.

Sorry for the long post, just needed to vent. 😞