Oof Great

So I told my friend that I didn't like this one guy but now I do but I kinda don't wanna tell them but it would be easier if I did but also kinda not so I don't know if I should tell my friends 😂 sorry that's so confusing but I just wanna try to keep it to myself for once bc I'm really bad at hiding my feelings so maybe not telling people would help bc i don't want him to know