What is love

What is love? I’m so sick of people telling me they love me and then they show me different or I read them and tell them that they don’t really love me they jus love the idea of loving me. How can u say u love me but u don’t show it. Or the second I let u in on me and my some of my issues u walk away or act different. How do I let go and act like I don’t care when it’s really killing me on the inside. Knowing u said them 3 words that I absolutely cant stand at the moment just because it felt right in the moment. Don’t Say It Unless u Mean It. Stop filling me up with lies. But I’m to blame as well because I let you come in and caress my emotion filled heart with sweet lies that honestly speaking end up tasting like a bitter pill I had to swallow in order to get back to reality because I let u in knowing u had a devilish charm knowing you had mud on yo shoes I let u in and you destroyed something that was once clean you left your tracks of where u stepped on my heart and now my house is shambles and why? Because I let my daddy issues get in my way which gave way subliminally to issues that are now projected on the big screen of my mind but I kept failing to realize that my daddy issues were apart of my big screen movie they were just the very last end credits but note the best is always saved for last so what is love do u feel it so u know it’s there does it ever run out and how do I give it all to myself so I be it for and to someone else?