“Ex” advice

So before we get into it his name is Tyrone but if you see baguette it’s also Tyrone. It’s a nickname for him that’s stuck.

But in late September early October of last year I met this boy who goes to my school and we were both fairly new. Especially me since it’s my first year going to the school.

So one day I was waking around the neighborhood trying to get familiar. And I see baguette and his “brother” and they tried taking to me but I ignored them. The next day I was hoping they wouldn’t be out there but they were. And that’s when me and baguette hit it off. Or at lest I thought so.

Two months go by and it’s December 16 (a night I won’t forget) that night I swore to myself I wouldn’t give in and let him do what I knew he wanted. But I did. Not because it was in the heat of the moment but because we opened up and talked for hours. Then that’s when he took my v-card.

Then a couple of weeks go by and I haven’t heard from him and I wasn’t disappointed or anything but it kinda hurt. Then I hear from him on a Saturday. We do some things. Then right after. Not even 24 hours he gets a gf.

She comes st me like I knew there were taking. And he lets her get in the way of whatever we had.

But I really want to talk to him. He’s apologized for what he’s caused and what he did. But I want to talk to him but I’m scared I’ll let my emotions get the best of me and I won’t get out what i need to get out. I still have feelings for him but I don’t know what to do or how to go about it.