Anyone else feel like this as a teen?

I’m 15 and not allowed to date for another year. I’ve had one boyfriend in secret when I was 13, and I really enjoyed it other than having to keep it a secret since I live in a tiny town. We broke up because I got tired of hiding it.

I just really miss going places with a guy, having someone to be close to, and all that good stuff. I don’t understand why I’m not allowed to go somewhere like the movies with a boy. I have straight a’s and have never really broke any rules too badly.

I’m assuming because my mom got pregnant at 15 with a 20 year old. I would never do anything like that, but my mom always accuses me of doing things I’m not