torn.

my ex boyfriend of 3 years and i have recently been trying AGAIN to be together. he tells me he loves me and everything else but i just asked him tonight if we were “talking” or whatever and he said some days i want to be with you, others no. how am i suppose to fucking act. i did ruin trust before but i’ve been so honest with him when we’re trying to go forward and i do everything for him to trust me. i’m so lost