Aunt Flo is due today but the bitch is nowhere to be seen!!

We’ve been trying for almost a year! I had a positive back in October but then turned into a negative. After that I haven’t really bothered testing. My period is always on time or a day early. I don’t have any cramps which is unusual for me!! Please cross your fingers for us! I’m dying to go buy a test but I really don’t wanna be disappointed so I’m just going to wait! 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼