I'm tired...

I'm tired of my fiance always putting his family over my daughter and I. That always seems to be a big factor in our fights. Everybody sees him as their taxi driver so they ask rides in the middle of the night and he goes. I'm tired he's not considerate of my feelings. I tell him something bothers me and it's as if it enters from one ear and out the other. I spent YEARS with a guy (him) who I thought loved me, but now I see I was wrong. He always turns everything on me and make me seem as the guilty one. He hides a lot of things from me. I am engaged to a narcist who doesnt know how to own up to anything or apologize. He prefers to be with his family than being with his daughter and I. I'm crying as I write this because I am mad at myself for staying this long. It seems as if we only get along well if it has to do with sex. I don't want to marry him anymore. He keeps pressuring me, but honestly I don't. I don't want to be with someone who's lying to me constantly and prefers his family over us (daughter and I)

When I was 8 months pregnant I was calling his cell...never answered. Turns out he was dancing all night with a woman. Fast foward I went into labor and called him at 9 am. Want to know what time he called me back? At 7pm after our daughter was born. According to him he was at work. I can never forgive him for that. Never.