Worst fear when getting pregnant

Ok let me start off by saying I been ttc for 3+ months. One of my fears when becoming pregnant is probably the morning sickness. I have a condition where if I puke I pass out cold. It happens every time I have gotten sick for many many years. I quit drinking a lot from it. I don't go on boats any more as motion sickness does the same thing.

I really want to have a baby. I'm just afraid if I get morning sickness I'll pass out 😬.

I've been to the doctor and they say it's sometimes common in some pregnant women to have this condition when the baby kicks. It's just happens when I puke and the pressure does the same thing. 😧😩 Now not only I'm afraid of sickness I'm also afraid of baby kicks too. Anyone ever had something like this??