Road to recovery after home fire

It’s been a while since I’ve come on glow. In that time I’ve had my baby girl (who is a miracle as the labour was traumatizing) moved to a new home that would fit the entire family comfortably. Two days ago we lost everything in a house fire and I’m at a loss for words. It also doesn’t help I had just built in my makeup studio. The absolute worst part? Guess who didn’t think insurance was a big deal! Yup me! I’m just spinning not knowing what to do! I had the most wonderful woman take me to get some food and clothing vouchers for the family but unfortunately because our family is so large we are split apart until I can find my footing. This whole ordeal is devastating and humiliating. I’ve been battling with a lot since being pregnant with my last little peanut. I can feel the strength in my back wanting to raise me up but I just feel pitted and down. Anyone else rise from the ashes of such devastation? I find that certain families receive the most support but families like mine young single mom kind of get looked down on in times like these. I’m sensitive so I may be looking too much into it but it feels that way.