I have exclusively pumped since the day my daughter was born. She would never breast feed even after almost 20 visits to several different lactation consultants.

I pump 6 or 7 times a day, waking up at night to pump as well. It’s so time consuming and my life revolves around when i have to go pump. I made it my goal to make it one year but now that she’s almost 11 months I already feel soooo guilty about stopping.

I feel like if I’m capable of making milk I should be giving it to her because she deserves the best from me. I’m spazzing about all of the hormones in cows milk.

I need advice. Help!