39 weeks Monday 😭

Been losing chunks of my mucus plug for WEEKS only 50% effaced and still closed. I’m so ready to cry! A couple of people told me to insert some primrose oil capsules because they help efface you I guess but I’m nervous to do it i haven’t really read anyone doing it on here I tried eating dates and omg I couldn’t do it! It was like eating a bug 🤢 I just want my little man to come already 😫 So tired of everyone bugging me about him coming too like LEAVE ME BE PEOPLE!! I’m the one in pain here not you 😂🙄