4 month update!

I haven't made an update in so long.. this twin thing just gets busier and busier! My boys are now 4 months! I'm still nursing but they are becoming the most efficient nursers! We did that twin test and turns out they are identical but have different personalities. Logan(A) is more introverted. He laughs more at sounds/facial expressions and not tickling. He doesnt like new places and gets scared really easily. He often cries and just wants to snuggle into me. Justin(B) is an extrovert. He smiles at things (especially himself in the mirror) and laughs when you tickle him. They both love peekaboo, getting out of the house, staring at each other, and rolling over. They are both becoming more content with their toys but also get VERY angry when they want something different/hungry/sleepy. They scream/cry/screech. Its truly horrifying on your ear drums and you can hear the ringing in your ears after they are done. We aren't on a consistent nap schedule unfortunately but they sleep from 7/730p-6/7a so I cant really complain. (Although the 4 month sleep regression makes justin not sleep well) twin life is fun some times but most days its hard, frustrating, stressful, overwhelming work. (Preggo moms you'll understand when your twins get here)

Honestly I think one of the hardest parts is that when they both are crying, you have to pick one to soothe first. It's impossible to hold both of them at once at this point and it just sucks soothing one and feeling guilty about not being able to help the other. Even alternating you feel bad for the other baby. Most days I feel like I'm just surviving and that kind of sucks because I feel like twin (or whatever multiple you have) moms get screwed out of the joy of experience life with your kids.

Anyway here are some picture of my cuties. This was like .2 seconds before Logan started FLIPPING out. 🤣😴

To me they look nothing alike here.