Just a little rant. But I’ve been feeling soo overwhelmed. Like why the hell did i become a mom. Obviously i love my kid but I’m annoyed. I have never liked kids. I love babies, but babies that i can give back to their mom. I’m just thinking I’ve done a bad mistake of becoming a mom when i always knew kids annoy me. My son is 11 months. He’s becoming super clingy and bad as hell. I’m the type of mom that doesn’t show my kid any annoyance. But i am annoyed!! I love my little guy. He’s an amazing kid. Super cute, smart already. But sometimes i need a break but i dont trust anyone with my kid except my husband. But he works a lot. I don’t want any more kids but my husband does. I’m good with one!! I did have ppd and stopped my meds. And maybe this is whats making me think like this? Idk. But i am tired of being a mom and a wife and people depending on me. Its just too much.