Dear Angel.....
I feel guilty. I feel guilty for getting pregnant again. I knew this baby wouldn’t be you....but I guess a part of me didn’t quite understand the emotional rollercoaster it would be finding out we are pregnant again. You were so loved. You are so missed. Every day, I carry your heart locket around my neck and it brings me peace knowing you’re still close to my heart. You were supposed to be my second child....my little girl. To think, I wanted all boys and then we found out you were a girl and I was so happy. I was so happy for the bows. The dresses. Doing your hair. I was so curious and excited to see if you had my red hair, and your daddy’s curls. We never made it that far. I still held you. And I remember crying, telling you I was sorry over and over again. I couldn’t protect you.
I miss you. And while the emptiness is gone, I will forever have a hole in my heart where you belong. I know you’re watching over us. I know you’re not sick anymore. So please protect your little brother or sister and help us have a healthy pregnancy.
I love you, Liliana Rose.
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