What color should I use to fix my hair.

So, long story short. I absolutely hate my natural color, it is the color of hot poop to me lol so I wanted to go purple, but got stuck blonde as I didn't have the money for the purple I wanted. So now I'm stuck blonde and I keep getting picked on for it. I would just tone it, but as a Cosmo secret, toners are a waste of money, it only last a few days and you have to use crappy "color safe" shampoo that dried out my hair. It'll give you the right shade of blonde, but for a short time. It's a waste to me unless you wanna stay blonde.

My confidence is hurt so bad, I'm not sure I even want to do the purple anymore. At first, I thought its be fun to color my hair fun colors like everyone else in the school but now I just want to cut off all of my hair and just start buying wigs.

What is your opinion? Should I just try the purple or another color? Or should I cut it all off and start over?

Poop color

Ugly blonde

This was the purple I want to do. But, meh

I dont know, I've hit a point where I feel like I'm going to look weird anyway