Having a new starting weight 😒

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The hardest part about all this is how I let myself go... I forgive myself but just looking at old photos from a year ago when I was doing so well and thought I was fat and gross looking, to now I'm wishing I was back at that weight instead of my new starting weight 😖 now I have an extra 30lbs to lose to get back to where I was when back then I thought i was doing bad.. lol. Well not doing anything isn't gonna help so I better suck it up