I pure hate being pregnant!!

I feel so bad even thinking this as baby is so longed for and loved but I had no idea how hard this was going to be. My back, pelvis and hip hurt. I can’t get a full nights sleep. I’m struggling at work to keep up with my work load. I’ve put all the weight I lost to get pregnant back on and people seem to take great pleasure in tell me. I’m terrified that something will go wrong all the time. Plus I feel guilty for feeling like this as I know some women in my position aren’t as lucky as me in getting pregnant. I feel like I want to hide away until her due date 😢😢