Feeling broken...

So back story - my husband and I have been married for 7 years together for 10. As any relationship we’ve had our ups and downs and struggles and temptations. We’ve both agreed that porn is a big no-no in our relationship. I posted about a week or so ago that since our daughter was born a little over a month ago now I’ve felt very distant and disconnected from him and as a few days ago I got suspicious that he was watching porn.

Last night he tells me he needed to talk to me a told me he has been. This isn’t the first time for either of us, things happen and I’m glad he was willing to be honest with me without me asking, but I’m so hurt more so than in the past this time. Probably because it’s come at a time that I feel so unattractive after having babe...

He also admitted that he too has been feeling distant and disconnected. I feel like we’re falling apart. I know things don’t change overnight and effort on both parts need to work to change but he was so genuine last night about being sorry and wanting to connect and maybe I’m just being overly sensitive right now but today i feel like everything he said last night was simply so I wouldn’t get mad and now he’s bossy and rude today.

I don’t know if I’m venting or want advice, I’m just lost 😩