Hardest day of our lives

Today my husband and I experienced the worst day in our lives. We found out at our anatomy scan that our little boy has myelomeningocele which is a form of spina bifida. It is a severe case and we are now in the process of seeing if we are even qualified to have fetal surgery, which is our only option to keep our baby from being paralyzed from the waist down. This is news that no one ever expects and they have no idea what causes spina bifida 1 in 1000 babies has a form of it and it’s hard to face the fact that you just happen to be that 1.