I need advice... Kind of a rant too

My boyfriend and I have to live with his aunt for a month maybe a little longer. We are both adults in our early 20s. We have the chance to have sex Monday thru Thursday as long as we do it before 4 PM. He chooses this time to play games with his friends then later comes when everyone is home and there he goes to the bathroom to watch porn. I have a super high sex drive and I feel completely unsatisfied especially when I have to wait weeks. Yes I masturbate but it’s just not the same I want the feeling and the bond that comes with sex. I understand he’s been watching porn and masturbating far before we even met. The problem isn’t really that he’s watching porn it’s that I feel like he’s choosing it over me. I’ve told him how it makes me feel and all he does is apologize and say he’ll work on it. It honestly just pisses me off so much then he wonders why I’m upset and not talking. I feel like I’m just wasting my damn breath cause the conversation is the same everytime so I dont always wanna talk about it. I’ve never denied him and when we do have sex I’m lucky if he lasts 10 mins 🙄🤷🏻‍♀️

*yes I know porn isn’t cheating. I’ve actually been cheated on and it doesn’t compare. I still cant help to feel some type of betrayal when I feel like he’s choosing it over me

* yes I have tried initiating I’ll say something like “hey you know we’re alone now 😏” and I’ll run my fingers under his waist line of his pants/boxers and he just laughs tells me to stop and calls me a “horndog” 😑

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