I been married for 4 years and been together with my husband 8 years. We have 2 daughters my oldest is 2 and the youngest 7 months. We been fighting so much and im just so tired of it i ask him to respect me and he doesnt yet he wants me to respect him all the time and gets mad when it slips out. Im from New York and im salvadorian and when im mad my new york accent comes out my ghettos of how some salvadorians talks comes out and I'm straight up no filter. Today i asked my husband if he could make our 7 month old a bottle as i had just changed her from another blow out she has had today and needed to wash her clothes because it was a white outfit, he said he will. So i went to the bathroom did my business was her clothes and did some makeup i come out and baby is screaming her head off and im like didn't I asked you to make her a bottle and he saw our 2 year old had pooped and he was going to change her n he like dont talk to me like that and im like how I went to the bathroom washed clothes, took a shyt and did my makeup and your telling me for being in your phone you couldnt do her bottle. And he like you know what we aint going anywhere you dont deserve shyt. And im like i dont give af i dont need you to go out i made my baby her bottle and was saying i need to be happy i deserve to be happy. Im tired of the same shyt you ask respect but dont give it. And he like then leave the door is open i dont need to be with someone who is shyt. And im like dont be suprised when i do leave. And i was like now that you have your own shyt you think youre better then me and im like dont forget you had Nothing nothing when i met you. He has a construction business. He didnt say anything and i took a nap with my 7 month old and left him my toddler. Im so tired the other day we fought because he doesnt respect me and wants me to respect him we didnt talk all day and all of the next day. Its like we are good for like a day and then its all fights. I love my husband but i dont want my daughters to grow up like i did seeing my parents always arguing. Im tired im only 24 i didnt go to college to go after him. And move with him. He tends to forget i was there when we didnt have nothing to eat that we ate eggs and beans for weeks. He forgets i was there helping start his company and forgets i was the one running around to get my licenses because his was suspended so we could get a truck. He forgets all the shyt i have done. And i deserve to be happy i deserve to be loved and treated like a queen, and pampered. Not stepped on and be someones maid that isnt my child. Im tired of being put down. Im just tired in general. What have i done in life to deserve someone who says they love me and reality they dont love me.