Positive OPK changed my life

I mean really, it did in a sense.

For the longest time I didnt even bother to track my ovulation, because my periods were so out of whack and I was diagnosed with ovarian cysts. I had zero symptoms of ovulating and even after 14 months off of birth control had no luck to get pregnant.

Last month I tracked for a few days then got discouraged and just stopped, I was scared to find out that I just dont ovulate. I know... silly but I guess I felt like that would be a form of my body telling me "no" to having a baby... it scared me to face that reality.

The last 3 months I've had 32 day regular cycles, this month I decided to stick with ovulation testing because I NEED to know what my body is doing so I can get the help I need. I started to get sore nipples yesterday so I tested, first time I've ever had ovulation symptoms, and it came back negative. I was discouraged but stuck with it, today I got my first POSITIVE opk. Like hardcore, dark line positive!

I know it's silly, and it's not like im pregnant but gosh it felt good to know my body is on a normal cycle and that I have just as much of a chance as anyone else. It was a relief I desperately needed to have hope in my conception journey.

Thanks to whoever reads this! I hope I can be encouraging to someone else in a similar situation. 😊