It's ok if it's not read.

I know no one will probably read this. It's not a "hot" topic.

But I'm really starting to have panic attacks.

I had such a good feelings about this cycle went in so happy & positive &the positively kept going.. until.. about Yesterday. Now I'm starting to freak out that maybe we didnt in fact (finally!) Concieve this month...

Trying not to symptom spot. That's very hard to do lol especially when you've been ttc so damn long!

Anyways. Just figured I would put it out there. In the world. Just to get it out there.

Hoping it would lift something.

Doesnt help when you are completely alone. Like solidarity alone. Besides hubs I have zero people to talk to about our ttc journey. Ah good God that man of mine I feel so bad for bugging him so much about all this..

Anywho. Like I said. Just wanted to get these feelings out & about..

Thanks for reading if ya did.

Hugs. Xoxo