Hi guys, I was wondering if anyone could help me or give me some tips on how to get myself back together. I recently had my first child and 6 weeks after my 13 year old dog (which whom was my first baby ever) passed away.

She was struggling a week or two before we set up her appointment to be euthanized,but she starting having trouble at home Thursday so we rushed her to the vet where she had to be put down. My mom and one of my four sisters was able to make it down to say goodbye. She was my best friend, my long time baby, 13 years strong. I feel as if I gained a life in mine and lost one. Just struggling with the fact that I didn’t get to spend as much time with her in the last few months because of my pregnancy and then having my son it’s was all so much then she got sick. I just haven’t been able to stop crying or feeling guilty. I miss her so much it’s unreal. I just wanted to know of other people dealt with losing a pet, a best friend, a family member 😭 my heart feels legit broken, I should be the happiest right now but I just can’t get to that place. I’m so happy she got to meet her baby brother tho 🙏🏽

Here’s some of photos of my princess Araya😩❤️❤️